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Saturday, September 06, 2008
woah man its been way to long since i used this.. man HSC is a killer of time, hmm and the small parties that i attend HAHA. but yeah HSC is a massive time killer of life. but its like pretty sure less then 10 days of school left and then im outies. but then its like ure own study for HSC which i dont kno if im ready for it.. so yeah.. a bit nervous for that..
pretty sure i kno that i aint ready for physics cause they is crazy ass.. im great with everything else cause i kno the content but man for physics OH DEAR!!!
i really do believe that if i dont put work into it im a goner for sure.. with all this crap happenin in my life, family issues, relationship issues, working on the weekends and aint gettin no me time, pretty sure its gonna get the best of me and then screw me over.. so need a vacation.
i just cant wait till i finish school.. but its like even though after school i dont even kno wat i really wanna do. i mean theres music and producing music but like that is an incredibly hard field to get into. i mean i dont wanna do wat everyone else is doing as in going to uni studying for another 3-6years and then hoping to get a job at the end of it. i mean i jus did 13 years of school and i still have to do another 3-6 years of school. just so over this whole thing.. like argh.. its so hard to explain.. like if i do go to uni its like the course that i get into, is that wat i wanna do? i mean i dont wanna finish that course and then think nah this aint for me.. and yet again i killed 3-6 years of my life to figure that out.
i kno that i aint ready at all for the future, my life ahead of me. i wish there could be some machine that give me likea look into my future and i kno wat i have and who im with, if im married or not, if i got kids or wat. i just dont wanna live like a useless life. i wanna live a good life with an awesome job, ie being a musician, selling my music around the world
argh it sucks.. i mean i can only talk about this but cant really do much about it.....
well i can sorta like fully hit into my music right after HSC and then hope by the time im 19 i got a record label or something.. and if i do i dont wanna be like mainstream and hit australian idol. more like work my ass off to get the record label cause australian idol is overrate i believe and its jus on the public. if they like your or not, basically u have to sing pretty good and look hot. because most of the voting people are lil girls from ages 10-14. there all still so immature and young they dont kno wat they want so they vote for the guy that looks hot and they "want to marry" or they girl that they reckon is "really hot" and that "wen they grow up they wanna be like them"..
argh i fell sorry for the next generation of people. the people that younger then us like with around a 4-5 yeah gap.. or even a 10 year gap. because that generation wont kno wat to do. i mean i dont wanna be the person that says stuff like oh ure not good you wont do good and wat not. because i dont wanna make that generation of people think that (learnt that from a motivation seminar). that would be horrible. but they srsly dont kno wat they want. there are more and more drop kicks/dropouts every year. i mean i aint saying its a bad thing to dropout of school.. cause i kno people that are earning shitloads wen they dropped out. but its like wat u do after you drop out of school, that defines who you are. if your drop out and be working teh same job you had during school except you moved to full time then yeah.. its like think about it srsly. do you wanna do this for the rest of your life??
i dunno this is jus me so yeah.. so over it.. over this life over everything.. soo annoying fully shitting me.. oh wells.. i guess i better make some food to eat now and then start my RE assignment and then go to work.. *sigh*
nate.
Posted at Saturday, September 06, 2008 by takumi05
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
why do doves suddenly appear??
yo yo mingers and mangersss
wallack one week of holidays and its gone to complete waste.. pretty sure its like ima get slaughtered wen i get back to school! i havent done enough work to say that im confident in passing my trials.. hmm oh dear bobo..
on another note, why do doves suddenly appear?
hmmmm
today was a pretty productive day?? not really.. hmm just made a cd for alex's on friday so yeah.. its pretty sex right now.. but yeah wen i make the second one it will be even more sex, more so that u will cream ureself cause its that sex.
shuuu but yeah umm pretty sure its like flooded with electro and house music. need a bit of the rNb mannn. so yeah ill probably put some good rNb that u will feel sexual to..
i think instead of bein a music artist like recording my own music and producing, i mite be like a dj or like a person that makes mixtapes or something.. cause i make em pretty good with teh tools that i got.
so i were to get like the pro stuff i reckon and i am confident that i would gun it, smash Ministry of Sound anyday in remixing songs to put it into an album..
be the next tiesto or something.. dunno.. hah first famous asian dj?
be pretty sweeett..
hmm i find it funny how people aint really ure friends if ure not worth anything to them, like ure not popular or cool.. but once ure popular then people wanna be around u.. how ironic..
its like jus say if u were some regular dude at school had ure own friends and stuff.. but then u did something hectik, like lets say u got a contract with a major recording label, then everyone wants to kno u or be ure friend.. like they use u so they can look cool. so they can say oh yeah i kno that person in real like and im heaps good friends with them..
and its like mate, i dont even kno u, yeah u go to school with me but pretty sure dont really kno u.. u jus wanna be friends with me cause im famous?? yeah ure cool.
hate people like that, they jus want a good deal and want to use u.. pretty sure like they aint real friends. jsu pretenders and people that want to be u so they can look cool.
people like that should get a life, argh!!! i jus hate the fact that people do that.. its like one of my good mates he was signed in with home and away. and it was funny how right after people saw him in one episode they all wanted to talk to him and be his friend, and he was like hmm pretty sure i dont kno those people..
its very ironic i believe.. and stupid.. hate people like that with a passion...
woah.... headache much?? or like yeah. hmm
haha i believe i need to cut down on drinking.. hmm, i think drinking to the stage were everything is blury isnt good. or like mixing drinks, or doing soemthing wen drunk and then drinking more and mixing drinks as well then it forces u to vomit.. hmmm
oh oh and also takin a mixed drink of vodka with massively mixed to the shithouse drinks which after being mixed taste like licorish.. hmm not good at all..
yeah.. dont think thats good at all.. haha
hmm i believe this was a photo of me and dean, dunno if u can see dean much.. be as u can see drunk.. hmmm and this was right after school finishd for the term hahahaha..
horse riding!!! HAHAHAHA with the yucky soco which i now hate!
anyways bruzzys and suzzys im out
peace mingers and mangers
nate.
Posted at Tuesday, July 15, 2008 by takumi05
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Thursday, July 10, 2008
1,2,3,4 let me hear you scream if you want some more..
ladys and gentlemen
i no longer a child nor a adult
i am in between the two? dont think that makes much sense. hmm
exceeder = sexual = orgy = pleasure = stress reliever
school = shitness = smelly = vomitting = bad breath
study = boring = nerds = virgin = virgin
trials = life killer = emo = blood = death = no trials
haha i have no idea what i am on about, but it sorta makes sense yeah?
man this firefox im using really shits me cause it has to like shot the errors and spelling mistakes i have, pretty sure i spell how i wanna spell fool.. pretty sure
but yo HSC is a complete bitch and a half, it kills your life. takes the every meaning of having fun and turning it into like shit, but thats why you have schoolies to wait for. which is pretty sweet, and cant wait for that and the end of the HSC..
honestly i have no idea why im even doing the HSC.. i didnt even want to do school i srsly just wanted to work on my music and making a career from that. i mean i aint the best but hey if i didnt have school for 2 years then its like pretty sure those 2 years devoted to music and producing and writing i would have made it.. but its like yeah stay in school cause its cool..
umm yeah thats if u wanna go to uni and get a job and like follow wat ure parents tell u...
i obviously dont really listen to my parents, wel cause i dont like them at all..
the so called mother, hmm plain and simple jus dont like her..
my father i was gettin along with him this year pretty well, which was the first time i had seen him for 4 years, and that was a bit wierd. but now he jus shits me and i srsly cannot be fuckd with him.. so many things shit me now..
dont really have parents cause they both suck shit.. just got a sister and awesome friends..
WALLACK pretty sure the story of my life..
woah bruzzys and suzzys umm WORLD YOUTH DAY!! fun fun.. NOT!!.. yeah thanks for that..
pretty sure most hyprocriticall thing ever!! supposedly i heard something about some radio station throwing condoms at the pilgrims cause of contraceptives and shit.. its like pretty sure condoms save people from havin unwanted kids and from STDs.. pretty sure.
the church is soo hyprocritical that its not funny. they contradict what the bible says and the bible contradicts itself. they all think they kno wat there doin, but they really dont.. yeah GOD is king his saviour, if his so great then its like why do bad things happen? why is there war? if his so almighty and powerful he could end all pain and suffering.
and the thing is they say that they have found the body of christ, how do they kno its his body, how can they prove that its him without a data source or a dna sample to match it with?
what are they gonna match it with? the place he was buried at? how old the sheets were that he was wrapped in.. pretty sure.. its like u kno..
now i aint bein an asshole to like christians and catholics, but if u srsly think about it and read the bible a bit u will understand.
it says in hte bible that GOD loves everyone. but then again it says GOD hates homosexuals
?? umm wat is this? loves everyone excepts homosexuals..
also the bible is very sexist.. they allow lesbians but not homosexuals? and why is this because men can spill seeds.. umm pretty sure women spill eggs..
guys dont loose there seeds, it is everlasting and continues to be there and reproduce..
pretty sure soo sick of its hyprocriticy
this is alot of writing, i dont understand y i have so much to say in my words, but so little to say in person.. i guess i can express myself alot better in words rather then in a face to face conversation which is really sad.. really really sad.
oh wells i dunnooo
ousst yeah heres another lil something i wrote up last night at 2am while talking to chezza aka cheryl aka lil c
I just...
Girl I need you to understand
That all I need is time..
Girl cant you see that I need you
Girl cant you see that I want you
Girl cant you understand that all I need is time
Cause in the place
In this life
I need you
I want you
But I cant have you unless I have time
Cause I just need you to understand
That I cant have you
But I want you
Like I really really want you
So understand
How I really really miss you
So understand, understand, understand
Its obvious its obvious that Im thinking about
Like Im creeping up on you
Like Im watching your every move girl
Cause where im at
Where your at
I need you
I want you
But I cant have you unless I have time
Cause I just need you to understand
That I cant have you
But I want you
Like I really really want you
So understand
How I really really miss you
So understand, understand, understand
yeah its not complete but i will finish it soon..
oh yeah and for u copyright mudu fuders.. pretty sure i got this and u copy it u a dead one
pretty sure
wallack ladys and gentlemen im out
peace
nate
Posted at Thursday, July 10, 2008 by takumi05
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Thursday, June 12, 2008
[Verse-1]
Hey girl
I been looking at ya for awhile
Theres just something bout ya
That makes me smile
So can I come on over
And talk to you
Cause I aint gon bit
& I aint gon fright
[Pre-chrous]
Im just tryna be a man
I jus was wanna know your name
Cant we both just get along....
[Chorus]
Ima be a man
Ima kiss your hand
Ima be that shining knight for you
So dont you worry bout a thing
Cause ill be here till you go to sleep
[Verse-2]
Hey girl
Can get a holla from ya babe
Even just a simple smile
That would work both ways
So can I come on over
And hold your hand
Cause I aint gon bit
& I aint gon fright
[Pre-chrous]
Im just tryna be a man
I jus was wanna know your name
Cant we both just get along....
[Chorus]
Ima be a man
Ima kiss your hand
Ima be that shining knight for you
So dont you worry bout a thing
Cause ill be here till you go to sleep
[Verse-3]
Hey girl
I aint gon lye to you
I jus wanna get with you
Cause your amazing
So can I come on over
And kiss you
Cause I aint gon bit
& I aint gon fright
[Pre-chrous]
Im just tryna be a man
I jus was wanna know your name
Cant we both just get along....
[Chorus]
Ima be a man
Ima kiss your hand
Ima be that shining knight for you
So dont you worry bout a thing
Cause ill be here till you go to sleep
this is really old man.. i was like a depressed/inlove/wacked up boy wen i wrote this... i swear i think i was in like a wierd mood.. pretty sure.. but yeah.. ahah
this is like my song so pretty sure ill sue any famous people or like people that take my lyrics and sue u for copyright infridgement :D
anyways comment it or wateva u think..
nate.
Posted at Thursday, June 12, 2008 by takumi05
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Thursday, June 05, 2008
FAIL TO PLAN,
PLAN TO FAIL!
yeah yeah im pretty sure everyone in our year group is sick of hearing that. well once it again it was said in this bloody careers expo at UWS.. yeah and like we need to go to UWS. im pretty sure its like a shit uni.. srsly.. thanks, so u lower ure UAI marks so people can come to uni. yeah thanks.. that shows how stupid people are. lower the marks so stupid people can do that course.
but i reckon thats pretty true. fail to plan, plan to fail. wallah pretty sure its sooo true.. like it just dropped.. like i realised how true it is!!! WALLAH OH MY GOD BOI!! pretty sure..
hmm umm does that mean im a failure.. cause i dont plan, i jus go along as it happens.. hmm dunno.. i aint a failure and i dont plan so yeah.. i guess it depends wat sort of a person u are aye??...
anyways im out
nate.
Posted at Thursday, June 05, 2008 by takumi05
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Monday, June 02, 2008
hmm hello ladies and gentle-ments..
well well well, friday was one of a kind :D and im not being a dick about it.. it was actually awesome the whole night. untill one stage.. hmm i dont think i will mention about it so i wont embarass anyone..
but for the people that were there, they know exactly wat im talkin about.. and if u dont like wat im saying, then pretty sure u need a reality check, and relook at the situation on friday.. so THANK YOU
here are jus images from friday :D:D
nate.
Posted at Monday, June 02, 2008 by takumi05
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 takumi05May 14th 1991 (Age 17) Male Australia
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